Time flies. The past few months I been learning to cope with my torrent of emotions. Grasping the reality of this planet, trying to understand it from within. I am surrounded by a majority of indifference to the earth, animals and women. Is living cohesively with the environment so hard? Does mere convenience of not wasting your own plate worth another plastic plate being thrown away after one use? Viewing these wastefulness just adds to my everyday torrent of emotions. Can't we treat everything with a bit of respect? Living and non-living? The Earth is dead to many, but I feel her presence all the time.
Understanding this world is a hard journey. The acceptance is harder. I'm like a fish out of water all the time. After reading part of Michael Pollan's Omnivore's dilemma makes it even harder. We are growing the human population at the expense of other living species. Systematic killing and torture of animals for food. Youtube and Michael Pollan destroyed my little fairy world and showed me where my food really came from.
I now truely believe I will be damned for consuming anymore flesh of the tortured. Imagine calves being forced to grow into adults within a year of being born, castrated without painkillers, injected with antibiotics because it's holding pen is too filthy to be disease-free, slaugthered just before it dies of feed-poisoning. An animal can only eat unnatural animal feed for only few months. Singapore imports most of it's food... sadly.
I have nothing against eating meat, I just can't eat meat produce in such a unnatural manner. Indeed, I am having an Omnivore's Dilemma...
a serious one.